Azure Fantasia

Laptop!

2011-05-07T00:19:00.003+08:00

Okay I think I've made up my mind! I'm Not gonna let this blog die! I know my past ain't sweet but no matter what its still what I've done... i think maye that or I just start a new blog. Cause i want a place to rant! I know ranting is not the nicest thing to do Online. So yeah..........

Anyway~ should I get a macbook pro? IDK! I dont wanna ask my parents for it lehs but then i feel that its something I need and want also! so quite rare! XD

My current lappy sill working lehs but then the battery is dead! it last only 2 mins before dying.. -.- And the screen is screwed. there is a dead pixel and some times the backlight will turn off by itself. Which is a DEEP DEEP internal problem, nothing to do with the OS. The touchpad is also slightly fucked. and finally. The Heat coming off fro this thing is so hot that it can and will cook or hands! And if you are boy you will get fried fshballsafter you are done using this lppy on your lap. So yeah... To fix most of this would cost a small fortune.. But not that much compared to a new lappy.

And then again my bro took my lappy for his own use before because he sold his macbook for an ipad (WHICH IS NOT ANY KIND OF SUBSITUTE FOR A LAPTOP -.-) So yeah my laptop is also cramped with his shit inside... -.-

SO HOW!!! 8(

I'm back again!

2011-05-01T21:35:00.002+08:00

HAHA! Hi all! if there anybody that reads this anymore! I think Maybe I should reset my blog. i mean I did it up very nicely just that I don't like to share ppl my blog because iof the past you know. like all the crap that is inside.. not too nice a thing to see. SO those that are reading this means that you are impot to me! KK

I tink I shall rest the blog soon. but with twitter and all i highly doubt anybody will come back to blogger anymore! XD

Bullshit.

2011-03-27T23:33:00.002+08:00

Never come back her in a very long time liaos. No time to do anything I guess.. But actually there is lah but then I never use it wisely ~.~ I hate procrastinating. But then i cant'y help myself. Its to easy to think I'll do it later. 8(

I don't know what wrong with me but.. I'm losing touch with some stuff. I've gottnen lazy..... Really too lazy to do anything anymore... even friends. ~.~ I cant seem to talk to people like i used to. And JC is not helping that at all. I over eat yet everyone says I'm losing weight.. Plus i got scolded by my mum cause she think that i skipping meals.. ~.~

Sian. My bike is in bits. and so is my brother's. So now.... No bike.. FML! seriously. Tired.. Needa do work and sleep soon.. 8/ bye~

"Homecoming!"

2011-01-20T00:37:00.003+08:00

Hi all! I havent posted in awhile cause no time and lazy to come back to a dead blog... 8x BUT I just got a new BlackWidow keyboard and the feeling is shoikl sia.. My first mechnical keyboard! 8D

Okay today went to play badmin with 2e5 ppl! (btw you guys rock! 8D) then went to teh tarik with them also.. For "dinner".. 8) I only had a milo dinosaur! 8D cause no hungry.. Morning ate too much! >.<

Also bought a glove and a cycling pants.. The kind with the cushion and stuff! macham wearing a big sanitary pad! ~.~ But at least now the butt sores from cycling too long will be history I think... 8X then got gloves too! 8D quite nice and light. better than the gym gloves which were kinda fucked up.. >.< NEVER gonna buy from kettler again! ~.~

Then I just got reminded again today that caring got 2 kind de.. 8/ oh well.. wtf.

Then I think Monday gonna BBQ at PRP with 2e5 ppl again! This time Larry host and planning...... LOL! I its like wed liaos and he still havent got ard to boooking the pit yet.. >.< Hopefully I get to swim this round bahs... 8D

Tmr going gym with Belle Vivien Jiwei and Malcolm.. Quite a werid combo.. 8X

Well here's too all the ppl i know that are still in PRSS that are gonna have their common test soon and those who are already having theirn common test.. GOODLUCK! and WORKHARD! then~ Afterwards slack! 8D but must rmb to call me out to lepak also! 8D

Ok I think this is a long enough post for a "homecoming" post! 8D Lata too long I know you all lazy read! XD Until next time bahs!

spartan iivii

2010-09-10T15:26:00.003+08:00

YAY! there are still people reading my blog! XD haha.. okay.. there's goodnews.. 8) i relearning html so i can make a better blog.. 8)

i really wanted to cycling today but then my parents anniversary.. SO cannot go out... -.- what to do? Recently got thsi feeling of helplessness.. I dont know why lurhs.. But not to many things turning out well for me lurh.. >.< haha.. wanna become a pacifist again.. 8) but then every time go out.. i always see them.. and wonder what the hell am i doing.. -.- Oh well..

And a tip to MOST of my guy friends.. I say most cause some of them "lucky" 8) I wish do wish them the best of what they have lahs.. 8) but for those who are not as lucky...

Any girl that is decent looking.. and not crazy.. and not psychotic.. and is reasonably smart.. and comes from a family of reasonable income... ALREADY likes another guy OR is attached liaos... I'm not saying its 100% lahs.. But your chance is about... 0.0000000008958% YES! i've done the probability math.. this sample is taken from our school.. 8) so that leaves you with 5.97 women in the WORLD that is decent looking, sane, reasonably smart, and has a fmily of reasonable income.. and doesnt already like somebody else or attached.. 8) GOOD LUCK BAHS! 8)

waste my time.. stupid idea.. -.-

Spaz-12

2010-09-09T02:49:00.003+08:00

Went out with my parts bs today! FUN! haha.. Well.. I know someof them cannot make it for good reasons.. so I dont blame them.. 8) afterall.. who am I to stop them right? 8)

When ever I go out.. I regret.. Because somehow I'm not really looking forward to it.. And when its time to go home.. I also feel kinda bad.. >< I don't know lahs.. 8/ Isn;t it easy to say? I really wonder when somebody would discover that I'm posting again. 8) Ironic no?

Hmm.. I find it a nice habit to go gym at night now. 8) quiet.. relaxing.. no stress.. literallly everything goes on hold.. 8D Well, at least until the adrenaline stop pumping lahs.. 8) But somehow.. I want somebody there you know.. As in be there.. ><
I find it kinda funny. I find it kinda sad. That the loneliness I felt at that moment was the best in a long long time. I find it hard to tell you cause I know its hard to believe. But yeah. 8)

I really cant wait to go back to gaming you know.. Like 6 guys cramped in a small room.. gasping for air and like having not a care in the world.. screaming till dawn... then drink abit.. potato chip breaks.. XD haha.. Those were really good times man.. before this shitstorm... ~.~ And espcially the alliances we made with one another.. the feeling of a well oiled killing machine.. 8) and it develops a kind of trust between people... 8) I remember I would sometimes get shot on purpose knowing that my friend would clean up the guy befoe I would die.. 8) it's dint really work ALL the time.. but it wored well enough.. 8)

Talking about trust.. I find it hard to believe that you have a problem trusting.. But then who am I to stop you right? 8) Just remember the sweetest milk will one day turn sour.. And the warmest hugs will turn cold just like a cup of milk left alone.. So the only faith that I've learn to hold on to is your own.. However.. Only from the sour milk can you get the healthiest yogurt.. And the cold glass of milk to cool you down on the hostest day.. 8) So.. What to do?

I know I damn draggy on this post but then again nobody's gonna read it.. XD Haha.. Oh well.. I'm just killing time.. waiting for video to download.. 8) Cya next time..

Same shit, diffent day.

2010-09-07T09:35:00.003+08:00

Well I felt like coming back here today for some reason.. You know.. Just now sent some time at the playground.. On top of the monkey bar.. And just staring at the sky.. Waiting for something.. Somehow staring at nothing really lets you zone out and realise you are very small.. and there is nothing you can do in the world to change that. However instead of panicking.. You relax..

I dont know lurh.. i somehow feel the freedom to type whatever I want.. Since nobody comese here anyway.. Its a good thing lah I guess. 8) Highly doubt even isabelle comes here anymore.. >< not that I blame her lahs.. 8) I wish for her to be working hard.. 8)

Wanted to vlog.. but then blogger wont let me do it.. T.T But I see if I can lurh.. 8)

Thanks to all my brothers who have let me relax and the friends in concern.. 8) what will I do without you guys.. After all.. I see no purpose.. 8)

NUBS! T.T

2010-05-15T22:53:00.003+08:00

I FUCKING HATE IT WHEN SOMEONE ASK YOU TO DO SOMETHING IMPORTANT AND DOESN'T FUCKING TELL YOU TO WATCH OUT FOR ANYTHING AND WHEN ITS GOES WRONG HE FUCKING PUTS THE BLAME ON YOU WHEN HE WAS ORIGINALLY TASKED O DO IT LAH..T.T

woo, hoo T.T

2010-04-24T01:34:00.006+08:00

I notice the problem of the videos auto playing themselves when you start when you open up the page so I decided to remove them.. BUT I place them in the hyperlink on the side! Please feel free to see what I see.. Do I what I do.. And feel what I feel.. And laugh what I laugh! XD Okay then its me talking to nobody again.. + Isabelle..8D Haha I just specially mention someone to nobody... XD

OWNED..

Btw, MYS are really just around the bend.. D8 BUT for the first time in so long.. I feel something to be proud of.. I am actually studying myself man! OMG I would have never honestly imagine myself studying.. Even if I did I would be slacking half the time.. BUT OMG! I am actually doing something right.. XD OMG right? (I mean, right? isabelle!) XD Okay I think I shoulld sleep soon anyways..XD So bye! 8) Stay safe!8)

When you poke me in the eyes, and you tell me that you cheated, on every other guy, but everything thing's alright, cause I'm right here by your side.

UNKNOWN DEVICE

2010-04-15T23:17:00.002+08:00

Okay I cannot believe that I am doing this on and unknown device.. This is so cool! 8D

NEW SKIN! same shit.

2010-04-11T18:21:00.002+08:00

This is the thing that I like about my blog. Nobody leaves! Because nobody comes here anyway. So I can say anything I want! literally! XD
But why do you have to keep something so important from me? It's like I want to be there for you For the good times and the bad ones. Especially for things like that. I was just so shocked when you told me things like that things like that were happening and I din't know about it. I would understand. Isn't that one of the reasons? To have someone special that understands you best, to be there to catch you if you fall?
I don't know whats going on when I should know best. I would have done differently, I would have. I'm a physics person, I literally reason everything. I would have done everything differently, literally.
But what is said is done and what is done said, I have nothing more that I could say or do anything more. But to wait for you. It's going to be a long wait and at the end, What I fear most is not that I can't be with you, it would be that we would have forgotten what we once had, and the memories we had, though little, every one as precious as you.

2010-03-27T20:24:00.003+08:00

Haiz my com has been stripped down and now its only half way done, I can use it for now lahs. I wanted to change the blog bu then I have like no time and its I dun know why but these few days I have not been myself. I woke uo in the morning not knowing how to hold a pen. And everything seems so distant and I dont get excited about anything anymore. Not even about the fae that my aunt is in the kitchen making a wonderful dinner I use to love. And there is a feeling that something is just missing from everything. There is something out of nothing. Oh well, back to life. 8)

2010-03-14T00:53:00.002+08:00

HAha.. I using my friends com now at my own place. OKay almost everyone here is drunk!MUhahaha I can t type properly manz! XD oh well. BTW its my bro's 18th birthday so get the point?

I cant believe what I just did lahs, I would never think that I would ever do 8( I so sorry. I would never ever in my life ever deserve you. I'm so sorry. 8(

HI! BYE!

2010-02-21T20:02:00.003+08:00

Haha I am at my cousin place now, having dinner and playing and using her com. So noisy downstairs, can't take it! T.T haha blog later. bye 8)

2010-02-15T23:05:00.002+08:00

Haha Wow chinese new year was awesome! XD MAde some winning and losing. I guess we are getting ready for th IR when it opens lah. So cannot blame us. I am not mentioning specifics her so as to not get into any trouble what so ever.

LOl i have no idea what to blog about today cause im kinda at an end. I cannot wait for chuck to come out in like a few hrs then download it then watch it! XD Haha omg I just love typing on this keyboard all of a sudden so pardon my many unavoidable spelling mistakes and so forth. 8) Haha but not as much as I love something else. 8)

Anyway I set my mind to chnage this blog skin. And I am going to do it now. so tata! have a happy CNY! 8)

2010-02-08T22:29:00.003+08:00

Omg! Sian! Why is this happening to ME! 8( Grrr. Anyway today I must blog about something cool that happened today me, rae, joanne, sara and deeqa were walking out of school togethere. We were crossing the zebra-crossing near the school gate, then bus 3 came along and we were in the middle. They stared a small frenzy, they did not know weather to chiong for bus 3 or just go inter. So eventually the bus came to the zebra-crossing, the bus obviously stopped because they were still standing in the middle of the road. Then I think Sara had a idea, she ask if she could board the bus there and then. AMAZINGLY! The old bus uncle agreed. T.T WOW next time I wanna take bus I just stand outside my hse, no need to walk to the bus stop. XP

Haha ok seriously needa new blogskin! Any ideas? LOL I'm not expect a reply though. LOL I just had to say that XP It's like throwing your words into the wind and let it see where they end up 8D

Ok now is the time to panic TMR IS CHEM TEST! HAha its okay cause I studied already XP Hehe goodnight. I dun think I want to run for tomorrow's PE. In case it gives me stomach ache again. XD well wish me the best of luck. But probably by the time you see this the test would already have been over. I guess this is the purpose of the blog, just to "blah everything out that you dint say during the day.. 8D bye

The worst feeling is that I don't get to say I love you back.. 8(

2010-02-07T17:52:00.002+08:00

Omg, I knw that there are people reading my blog! ^^ just that nobody wants to tag only.. 8) omg love you guys so much.. But I love you more! 8D hehe woops.. I havent felt the wonder of typing fast on this keyboard already. Well This few days have been good. 8)

I feel like changing my blog skin again. And because this one is also kind of hard to read also.

I just found my Jason Mraz CD again! OMG! I cannot believe how much I liked his songs! Haha I remember before I lost the disk I listened to his songs day or night, rain or shine, happy or sad, clam or angry.. 8D I cannot say how happy I am to find the album! XD But not as much I I love you! ^^

Omg I think my teacher is going to pop up at my door anything already. So I better be a good boy and pretend I'm studying.. 8) Hehe..

I love you so much, you mean the world to me...

2010-02-06T11:01:00.002+08:00

Remembering that nobody cames here I can rant all I want about anything I want. well I can't rant about "this" on FB. Fking reatrded sia. CB FKER

0102 | 2010

2010-01-30T17:17:00.002+08:00

WAHAHA.. Ok long time never blog already. I havent felt the great feeling of typing on this keyboard already. ^^ So if there is any typo, its not my fault! XD Well I know nobody reads this stuff anyway. Its like I have a blog for show. Well I think I know thereare a few of you guys still reading my blog. ^^ Heehe. So sorry for the late posting, its getting harder and harder to find the amount of time it takes to post already with all the tests and stuff. BUT thanks so much for reading! ^^

2010-01-17T00:04:00.002+08:00

Woah yeah its almost been a week since I last posted but what the heck man. School has been like super busy and all. Well at least I think that its busy for me lah. And there is one thing I need to say and that is that omg I love my new keyboard. The one that last time I bought because my bro went to "borrow" mine and he never returned it. But now that I have this awesome new keyboard my typing is like super fast man. Its like OMG! I was not taught the real "good" way of typing. I was just using my two finger then I started to use my other fingers but then I'm not using the proper method. So some of you might be like wtf. But I just love the new feel and that is also why I am dragging. Because I cant stop typing because its so fun to type man!!!! Hehe I shant talk about anything else because I wouldnt wasnt world war 3 to break out XD kk bye 8)

2010-01-10T22:48:00.003+08:00

It is too good. I cannot make myself believe. I keep finding for something that I might have missed. But when I thought of you. It struck me. I don't deserve it. Or do I? 8(

I'll treasure these last few hours like it will be my last. When its all said and done I will look back at this moment and think that I started with nothing and I still have most of it with me. But you pulled me through. You taught me how to make stabs in the darkness even though there was chance you were in there. Thank you...

Requiescat in Pace (Rest in Peace)

2010-01-06T22:53:00.004+08:00

Hohoho... Haha I can finally find the time to blog again.. As you might know I participated in the sec 1 orientation this year.. It was a blast man.. Well the first day might have been abit dead. But the second and third day was awesome man. Besides maybe a few things here and there. XD sec 1s are so naughty sometimes. But I guess that is what makes them happy. So? 8)

Ok besides the sec 1 orientation there is still the cca bazar and like its the first week of the year and like we have to plan and prepare everything by tmr sia. Grrr.But I think its gonna be quite cool man. SO JOIN NCC!!! 8) Hehe. KK I can't blog too long.. My mum is sort of starting to nag again.. *sigh* Umm then blog soon. Goodnight. 8)

Good things don't come often.. And bad things tend to stay.. My welcome is gone.. You'll find your way.. I'm sure of it..

KEYS!!

2010-01-02T03:06:00.003+08:00

Haha ok tonight I am going to sleep early in an effort to adjust my Bio-clock back to its "school" state. Or else I would be dead during lesson time. XD Which relly doesn't make a difference.

OK i just got a new keyboard because as some of you might know that my bro has "stolen" my keyboard. There fore I was forced to use a crappy old one which was suppose to be "good" so I struck a deal with my bro. He gets to keep my keyboard but he pays like 20 bucks for the new one. Umm so here I am typing with this new keyboard which is so awesome BTW! Because 1 the keys are not wobbly and it has a really solid feeling to this and the keys are soft to press and they can also be used for games! XD (most impoartant) And on the way I also got a hair cut. T.T OMG I dun like myself in short hair! I look like and idiot! Anyway you guys will see it on monday. And laugh you will... 8) Ok so I admit the whole thing behide this post was for the keyboard! XD

And I hope things will go well for me when the school begins. Because I have a bad feeling about school this time. And not just because of the O'lvls... Ok I will blog next time.. bye.. 8)

8)

2010-01-01T06:17:00.004+08:00

Hehe.. Ok today is 2010.. Wow and I am still awake.. ok I just finished BSing and now I am very tempted to go and sleep soon , therefore I shall try and make this short.

Like what I posted last year.. I am actually getting frighten that this is the year of O'lvl... Its no more "next year". ITS THIS YEAR NOW!!!!! Haha ok I think that I enjoyed myself these 2 days. Haha espically the fireworks!

Ok short story.. When the fire works were going off someone in the crowd shouted "air pollution!" LOL then I had a better idea... So I shouted "my tax money!!" XD LOL haha. Ok some of you might not get it. But for those that did! XD

Grr i dun know why but this post is so all over the place.. Its probably cause I am trying to rush this so yeah I think I go and sleep cause tmr I have to wake up early for stuff! Haha... ok blog next time! Cya! 8)

If I had a million dollars, and if I had spent the million dollars, I would still be a millionaire. Beacuse I have you...

2009-12-31T00:50:00.005+08:00

Wahahaha OK today is the last day of the year man I think that 2009 has been a good year and although it might not have been as good or as fun as 2008 but I think that this year a lot of people have changed for the better and I believe that next year is gonna be really stressful on us man... T.T Sec 4 already. I never thought that I would came to this stage here man and like this is where the rubber meets the road. Soon, we all have to face the fact that we all have to go our own ways. Maybe a few lucky ones will be able to still be together and if I have learnt anything from this year it is that things don't really tun out the way you want it some times. Umm I don't think I have any good original new year resolution that hasn't been said before. So yeah.

Ok now go back to the current time. Which is now. XD Ok I don't know why this year is different but this year the sec 1's are having the CCA bazar on the first friday of the opening of school which gives us almost no time to prepare and all that stuff man. PANICKING. And oh i got chosen to represent the NCC boys so yeah its kinda cool and not at the same time.

Ok I think I have other things to do now so I will blog next year LITERALLY! XD And I just want to thank all the people that have been beside me through thick and thin.. Well mostly thick... there were a few thin.. XD I will not mention names because I do not think that it is fair to judge on my part the effort they put in from my point of view.. So yeah.. Thanks guys it has been a good run.. 8)

Ok bye now... Tata! cya next year!

2009-12-28T03:11:00.003+08:00

Hahah, ok WOW it has been so long since I last posted, I just got lazy to post as usual and then i fell sick and all that. I will talk more abput that later. First the JAPAN TRIP!!

OK I cannot go into detail because it would take too long and I am lazy to type on my bro's keyboard. I cannot stand it when people say they borrow thing and then they don't return then in the end become their one T.T And now I am stuck with this. Ok so japan was SUPER DUPER DUPER COLD!!!! I cannnot describe the feelig of your ears freezing off! Really you can feel a biting feeling then after awhile you touch them, you feel like you can tear them off. SO good advice if you are going to see snow the next time you travel it to bring a ear-muff. IT is really a life saver! Haha OK and I know that for us guys we don't really like the feeling of lotion. BUT! YOU MUST PUT IT OR YOU HAVE LITLE DOTS ON YOUR HANDS! Beacuse it is so dry that the skin tears at where you hair grows! that mean like on your leg and on the back of your hand and all. I have abit of it and let me tell you when warm water touches it. You will jump! literally! and bring lip gloss also!

Ok the temperature there was about 2-7 degrees average. So your jacket will keep you warm. Only only things that will be freezing will be you face and your hands so go and get proper glove and a winter hat! And please not the kind that you can find at UNIQLO. LOL I sound like a plublic annocement service.

Ok when people say Mt FUJI is beautiful. They are correct and wrong because it is beautiful but beautiful is a word that does it no justice beacuse it is truly a piece of art by itself. And sorry if I promised anyone that I would bring stuff back from Mt FUJI but I couldnt I was too busy protecting my face from the burn of -15 DEGREES!!!!! and it was so bad with the wind blowing that people had to walk backwards, their back facing the wind jsut to protect their face. Funny sight really.

Ok let me just say that singapore girls gotta really dress up properly and put abit of make up from time to time and you know be a bit more daring sometimes. Ok maybe not as daring as the japs are, but you get what I mean. I have seen a girl sit on a boy's lap just to squeeze into a cab!! WOW

Ok I got many many things for you all. I could not get for all because of how expensive things are there. One bowl of ramen is 17 dollars!! I wann to faint. Haha and you know the menus are all in jap so we had to point to the waiter for what we wanted. XD Oh and I got my bday song sung in jap also! Haha so maybe not the worst bday ever. Hehe!

Haha ok now to Christmas. This year I wanst reallt in the spirt and all but yeah. I had my punishment. I started vommiting at 3am and major stomach cramps all the way until 6, then my mum decided to bring me to the hospital. And there I got a jab and a whole lot of medication. So now I cannot eat alot of stuff. simple porriage and biscuits. IT USED TO BE JUST WATER AND NOTHING ELSE. T.T and that is how I spen Chirstmas... XD

Ok I lazy type on this thing alrdy! Grrrr Anyway I am thinking of putting music into my blog.. I you think I should not please tell me by tagging if possible... Cheers 8)

One is too old, one is too werid, the last is perfect for me

Bye peeps...

2009-12-15T23:41:00.004+08:00

Haha ok this is the last post before I leave for Japan.. If you ask me honestly if I want to go for this trip... I would tell you NO! I have so many things back here that I havent settle.. Such as my home work and many other things...

Yeah I promised that I would blog about the BBQ. And I will in due time, if I can. Hell, if the hotell room has intenet I will blog from my phone. And anyway they have the fastest internet on earth. So yeah.. Sorry Belle..

I'll try and get all of you souvenirs. But I must warn you that stuff there is not cheap. 1 SGD is ard 63 yen there. And stuff there is bloody hell expensive. And I got only like 2000 yen to spend so yeah.

Wow! Finally its like 2 days from my birthday. YEAH! But I will be spending it in Japan. I am like always spending it overseas. So everybody never celebrates with me. Only one person remeber it last year 8) and bothered to sms me. I can only just hope that this year you would do the same. I'll just hope this time.

Ok with that I shall say good bye. I'll try to blog from japan also. Tata.... 8)

Sry I asked

I'm tired of waiting...

2009-12-12T22:31:00.004+08:00

I have something to tell you
but I cant tell you what it is
but I should tell you
But I cant
But I have to
But I never will
But I am going to
should I?
should I not?

I just want to be with her all the time
I want to hear about her day
And tell her about mine
I want to hold her hands, smell her hair
But I don't want to be her stupid boyfriend

Are you trying to appeal to softness in me
Because that guy is gone
You cannot pull any strings anymore
They are not attached to anything
Thanks to you

I know that you are tired of waiting
and you may have to wait a little while more
But I'm sure she's on her way
She is getting here as fast as she can
I'm sure of it
I think

Hehe WOW I am so into "How I met your mother" omg the show is lke damn nice lah and it is like super duper funny lor. ESP barney XD And all these quotes are from the show... 8)

You are a million ways to be cruel...

2009-12-10T23:57:00.005+08:00

You're not the prettiest girl in town
I'm not the only boy with soiled clothes and a frown on my face
So, To hell with Valentine's, to hell with perfume
To hell with chocolates and picnics
And flowers too

Cuz while the rest of the girls are drowning in roses and songs he composes
And while the rest of the guys are all trying
All trying so hard

Having spent your entire life
Exactly where you are tonight
In the valley between intent and deceit

You've spent your entire life
Quick-tongued and always right
Hasn't being right just let you down just yet

You must have mastered this
The fragile art of a good excuse
And the little things that get you to believe I believe you

So listen I'm not trying to prove anything at all here
But don't you think that maybe this time you were wrong?

when they come to find you
I bet they won't be expecting to find
the thousand Flaring white hot metal lights behind your eyes
Invincible.

It starts out easy,
something simple,
something sleazy,
something inching past the edge of the reserve
but by the end
Oh crap!
Here we go again...

Haha, just felt like saying that out man!!! XD Satisfied and ROAR!!!!

Wo si shou bu gan le

CAMP.

2009-12-05T14:45:00.003+08:00

Ok, as some of you might know.I have been to the NCC camp from monday to friday. This camp is actually the "pinnicle of the whole year". They have sent the bes 2 from each school to participate in this camp. Me and Brah was choosen. So on monday, we met up with Ameera and Farah at the tamp interchange then we went off to YO CHU KANG MRT by mrt. We were slightly late because we had to walk lie 500 meters to the ang moi quee army camp. Then we did all the usually crap lie attendance and all that.

Ok there is some stuff that I cannot mention because the information is very sensitive. And getting caught for this will have many penalties. SO to avoid that I will tell you the stuff that I can. 8) Feels good to be in the circle of "trust". I think....

Ok on moday we went to the pasir laba camp to learn survival training, like what are the kinds of shelters and the vegetation that we can eat and the different kind of traps and how to prepare live animals. And when I mean prepare, I mean kill. And this is one of the parts where I cannot go into details. Sorry 8) I hope you understand. then we headed back to camp and then we got bunked. All the usual shit. Because I have camped there like 5 times already. So everything was like clockwork, Everything all over again. Same old shit. The fan sucks, the bed was ok, the cupboard sucks, the food sucks, the bedsheets was of a funny smell. But last time that I was going to bunk there so it was very memorable.

Ok, the next day we went to PLAB (paya labar air base). Ok sorry to disappoint my fellow readers but the rest is "classified". We can tell you that we sat on a C-130 transport plane and flew.8) then afterwards we tripped to the air museum there and all and the went to another area. This one I also cannot say... 8) then we went back to camp. And all the usual shit happened again. But each day, the showers were getting choked even worse so yeah. Imagine if you will. 8)

Ok 3rd day we went to seletar camp to have a recruitment talk. Most fell asleep obviously and that lead to the effect of a fat captain scolding us for like a good 15 min. So yeah. Afterwards we went to the SYFC (Singapore youth flying club). Which I am a member of T.T Then this funny thing happened. Our IC was suppose to ask the staff where the cafe was so that we could go thee to assemble. He forgot. And when he was about to get a scolding from the same fat dick. I said " Go in turn right and down the hall." XD you should have seen the loo on the guy's face man. So yeah. when everybody was having fun learning about the fling model airplanes and about the facility. I was having a nice long chat with my old coach. LOL epic win lah. He said that I was lucky that after I left the place, many bad things started to happen. So yeah. Then came the part where people kept asking me why I never join NCC air T.T I was like so agitated but nevermind.

4th day we went to the changi navy base. Ok many things I cannot tell you. But then my mum was working for the system on one of the ships and so I was like damn scared of her company had one of those "feild trips" to see the ship itself and then I would have made a complete embarrassment of myself. BUT don't get me wrong. I was proud of my mum. I just din't want for her to treat me like a baby and all.

Ok the night of the 4th night was good. we played a game. It was damn nice but I lazy explain here cause very complicated.

The 5th day was about packing up and saying goodbye and all.

But there are many things that I brought from this camp. Such as:

No matter how long the day might seem. The day before was longer.

Train hard. Fight easy.

The only easy day was yesterday.

Sometimes a book can be judged by its cover.

And sometimes gay feelings can emerge even when both dudes are straight. Just like it takes two hands to clap. ( Dun ask why )

A good way to piss someone off is to get close to the close to his/her best friend in a short time.

WE ALL LIVE IN A REALLY SMALL WORLD. SERIOUSLY.

Ok I hope when you see this line you would have read everything. And to all those feeling down or confused about anything at this time. Please know that I am behind you to support you. 8)

History is written by the victors, history is full of liars. Same shit different day. Only you can chose. Or else his truth will be the truth.

2009-12-04T19:53:00.000+08:00

I shall blog abt my camp later... So kai and mal psps... pls wait... thanks 8)

2009-11-30T05:54:00.002+08:00

You don't want to know what it has cost to put you beside him
It will cost you a piece of yourself
It will cost nothing compared to what you'll save

This is it. The end.

2009-11-29T23:08:00.001+08:00

Ok I'll be gone for the next 5 days and so I'll shall place my last words here for the people that have been to Vietnam or have been away for thier own holiday. Especially Kai and Mal! They are the most frequent visitors of my blog! Hehe and sorry to those that do read but never tag. which reminds me of something. But nvm.

I just hope that when I come back, I can see a better world than it is currently is. But I know my absence will only just make things worse for me. But oh well. You all can sms although I'm in camp, but I'll only respond to it at night. So try to sms me at night. Around 9-11. Btu please do not hesitate to do so because I will be damn bored so I'll sms bac to the best of my ability 8) And please do not spam my blog T.T I now it is very tempting for some people *ahems*coughs*

Yeah thats about it. I just hope that when I came back things will be better.

I can only hope

Your friend and soon to be enemy,
CLIFF/CLYDE

Liar liar pants on fire...

2009-11-28T03:48:00.002+08:00

Do you now what they do to liars? Do you honest believe that this is going unseen? Are you sure that this is what you want? Are you ready to face the truth when they come to you fateful day? Does it make a difference? Stop giving fake impressions. I know whats going on. You must be saying to yourself that this guy is full of crap. Well go ahead and live in your stuck-up world, for I know whats going on. Believe me I have a thousand and one ways to find out. But thankfully I don't have to use them because you are doing it right in my face. Are you ready to expire? Because too much help can be sometimes... How would I put it... too much help can sometimes mean that you are become a fucking prick. And oh believe me I can do what I please. Yes, is gona hurt you more than its gonna hurt me. I'm sorry if this has to be done. You forced my hand. Well? No nothing you do now is gonna affect me. Seriously. Try me. If I have done so many terrible things according to you. These would be just another thing.

Ok with that out 8) Haha ok I would like to thank mal for coming here as often as he can and supporting me through this "thing". Anyway I wish all the CO people to have a successful concert on Sunday. I will try my best to go. Because I have a camp on Monday. And its best not to be late for that. 8)

I just hope that things will turn out better that it already is. Once again if you are asking yourself what the hell is going on, don't. Because all you will hear is the the long list of things that will bore that crap out of you. So I won't burden you. And anyway this is not the place. Unless this becomes a private blog 8) which I am soon considering. Because if can't say what I want here then whats the point of typing all this down... I will invite everybody, except a few. I thin you should now why.

I can only hope for a better day tomorrow...

You have to trust someone to be betrayed. I did. And now I regret.

2009-11-27T00:40:00.003+08:00

Hello, Kai un kill me please!! 8( I was too tired to post that day... But I know you are cool... I think... I can't stop mentioning kai in my recent posts... XD

Ok this Monday went to send the Vietnam ppl off. It was cool and funny at some points... Ok me novy and MS were suppose to meet at the TM mrt at 7 and then take a train to airport. But when I woke up at 6 I saw my dad also packing. Well sort of packing. I then knew he was going to the airport. Then I asked him, then bah bah bah. Next thing was that I was having a free cab to the airport XD I was there at like 0610. My dad did a check in which was like 2 mins O.O then I sent him off. So I was there alone for like 40 mins, walking around waiting in the hopes that the cab ppl would be there early so i wouldn't freeze to death alone. Eventually, at abt 0710, Novy and MS had made it so I went to see them first. Then we wen to the group. So like you are wondering what happen to the taxi ppl! Well they were late, despite taking a cab.

EPIC... wait for it, wait for it... FAIL!!!! XD

Then the rest of the week was mostly spent at home watching its a bloody nice show... If you want it, you can always ask me to send it to you.. 8)

There are so many things that I want to say but this is not the place and this is not the correct pairs of eyes that are reading this... I just can only hope... For sometimes helping too much can be very bad... Heard of the fisherman story?

Ok I think that its time for me to leave again.... bye peeps...8|

I'm jubilant my former paramour is jubilant...

Words that I can't say...

2009-11-21T01:38:00.002+08:00

Ok haha today was like a nice day. Not surprisingly it is a friday! Haha, anyway the past few days have been like ups and downs and ins and outs... like always... ARGHHH I want to scream so many things out but but but but but the full story can only be told when right pairs of ears are beside me... So I have a list of random shout outs but I post it here because I know that noone ever reads this, but if you are reading this now then you are a good friend of mine and you mean a lot of things to me.. XD

Am I useful? Or being used? Am I really that incapable? Is it time for me to go? Am I wasting my time? Must it really be this hard? What have I not that the rest all have? Why does it seem like everybody can get what I want with swipe of their chubby hands? What do you see in me? my wallet? my resources? or simply me? When the time comes can you give me another chance? Can nothing be done?

Ok... I think by now if you have thought of many things... but throw them all away because they don't mean anything if you don't get them from me... XD haha I know Kai will be happy when he reads this beacuse I am specially mentioning him again...XD that is because he frequents my blog the most, I think... XD once again show you how unpopular my blog is...
But haiz anything man, but today was fun for sure! Thanks guys! I don't specially name people like other people do, because to me all of you all are equally important to me! Just that I hang out with some people more... hehe

KK.. i think i very tired liao...its like 0245 already! Haha I think I going off soon... Or maybe not XD what does it matter anyway XD CyA!

Every word you say, just takes me away...

2009-11-16T20:59:00.000+08:00

Every word you say, just takes me away...

2009-11-15T22:10:00.002+08:00

One word : "LAME!". I guess two people sometimes have too much time. We know who you are. Admit now OR we come find you! XD... I know sometimes people play a fool but I'll still be waiting, to hear that apology to me or clarice...

And want to copy me also copy until like that. My smiley face is " 8)" NOT " B) " XD then also nver use " XD " enough, and then I never use <3 before... and also too little "..." Haiz why nver ask me this kinda important thing... Then why would I spam about this kinda thing on other ppl blog! and then say keep it a secret, then spam 3 blogs! N1 XD

Haha ok that aside XD Today was great! Haha "back away" came last night and we were playing army of 2 and Call of Duty: MW2. Then we watch many episodes of top gear lah! SUPER FUNNY MAN, all the 3 host were like in constantly arguing with each other... Then they do alot of stupid stuff and they also invite a lot of celebrities to go and do a timed lap... XD It is a MUST watch! Then in the afternoon then we go and look at all the game prices and comment on all the shit games in front of people that just bought them XD. Their face is priceless man! XD

Then in the evening I went out with jun hao to go and buy the stupid earplugs that is like fing doesnt work lah seriously my own earpiece workes better lor! ZZZ then walk all the way from bedok mrt to the army shop! HAHA jun hao also got the 2e5 dog tag now! yeah! Woo! then we go eat prata at 201 there cause Junhao need to go Zhi liang hse take Ncc shirt cause we tomorrow need to go Live shooting. But i only reserve LAH!! -.- stupid lah! If they follow score then I would confirm be in the team one leh ZZZ. STUPID LARHH.

Haha finally got that outta my head! YEAH! Ok this seems like a good enough update for Kai 8) Hope you enjoyed reading!

I'll not misplace your trust like I once did, just trust me once more...

2009-11-12T19:03:00.003+08:00

The next time you look back, I think you should look again...

Smile 8)

2009-11-07T17:25:00.005+08:00

Ok this is my new blog skin guys. I know the font is abit small but I am working on it. It was like from blogskin.com but then I wrote most of the other codes myself 8) hehe.

Anyway these last 2 days have been so "WAH" seriously no English word can describe it,only SINGRISH CAN! XD LOL. Then today is NOVY'S BIRTHDAY! ALOT of things went into preparing this, there was only 1 failure. The swimming T.T stupid guard can go to hell lah, my parents like been paying like monthly maintenance fees then like can not give in abit. But ok lah, not their fault.

Almost everybody made it except for Kai and Nel I think, I am saying this not because i want to blame them, I just want to say those that din't come cause alot came I lazy XD. Clarice had to go off early for CO, I think Mal is trying to find them as I am typing this.

I want to thank Larry for sponsoring for the food and the water gun/artillery thing, also Mr leong if he ever reads this, cause he fetched me, Clarice, Vivien and Larry form school to 201 to buy the cake even though he was already late for "something" XD. And last but not least Clarice for following us around to go and chose the cake for us (novy is clarice chose 1 so can thanks her) although she had to go off early for CO on a SATURDAY!(which is so lame btw)

I will post all the photos on facebook later if I have the time.

Ok so I need to go for my Great Grandmother birthday also... Haha she has the same Bday as novy!

You are the one that puts the smile on my face everyday...

2009-11-04T22:38:00.002+08:00

Sometimes i cannot tell the difference between what I want to see and what I am really seeing. Its kinda a funny thing, it might sound stupid to you, but one day when you experience it then you will find out at the end its not so funny after all.

I really cannot tell between its disintegrating thoughts and mine, that I live through the pain of it unraveling itself in my mind. All for what? I do ask myself that question from time to time.

Haha, now to my fellow readers XD I know that I don't update it daily, so I try to compile every thing into 1 post. Sorry if its too long. :x

Ok lah these few days are not the best but neither the worst, although i can tell you that really if yo really piss me off within these few days you wont see the nice side of me. Have you ever really seen the angry side of me? Highy doubt it. Give you bucs if you did. But only 3 ppl can claim the prize money i wont say who. But if you think you are 1 of them come and find me 8).

Anyway to all the 2e5 ppl I have a warning for you. I thin I might not be able to make it for the BBQ because of NCC. But if I can't make it then i think you all just pretend that I am sitting there in the corner watching. Because I will miss you guys like crap. Just have fun, me and ken already made alot of prep for the BBQ already hope you guys can turn up 8).

Ok to all the ppl whose day was turned bad because of me, I'm really sorry, I don't know what to say anymore 8( I just hope that you guys can continue.

OK LAST PART OF ENTRY!!! I WILL PAY 15 BUCS TO THE PERSON WHO CAN TELL ME THE 3 HIDDEN MESSAGES INSIDE THIS ( IGNORE ALL THE CRAP )

Clearly, the feeling of dread, the feeling of envy the feeling of losing something you once held so dearly to yourself, and then lose it all within the twinkling of the eye.the feeling that there is nothing left in life but to live it.

lots of people might tell you it is best that you move on. That life is not how you stumble, but how you pick yourself and subject yourself to the fact the you may fall again.

Are you asking yourself the question,"So what?" so what you do and feel in life is what you make of it. Life isn't short,you can only compare yourself relative to the amount of time that you have left. You can choose, to remain fallen, or you can get on your feet and stand the chance to fall and go through the painful process all over again.

"Receiving to give" ever heard of it?

I know that both resolutions are not nice, but what is to be done with what littletime or resource that you have left, must be. But I must remind you that it is an undeniable and may i say fundimental fact of life that when faced with that decision evey alternative is preferable.

Catch, THERE IS NO ALTERNATIVE.

Especially while the law has many penalties for the atrcities that we inflict on others, but there are no punishments for the terrors that we inflict on ourselves in return. Is it fair or is it a product of man's natural and irresistible sense of pride. That he is always doing the 'right thing". i know that some of you might feel that this is a complete waste of time, but the fact is that yor are still reading this sentence already says something. I will leave when my time is up, but before that i will leave you with two words. Good Luck.

What is worth more than a pound of friendship?

2009-11-01T20:23:00.005+08:00

Haha, I ppl who still reads my blog which are still still a hand full. LOL I can't thank you guys enough man.

Anyway these few weeks like okok only lei. There has been ups and downs and plains and slopes and valleys and inclines and declines, I know the geog ppl are laughing at me now cause some of them are the same thing I think. Happy face*

Yeah I know some of you know I'm sick, and to those who don't know, its nothing much. But to allt he ppl who do know, Im getting better, on Saturday it didn't happen once, except the 1 that happened in the morning. And so far today it has not happen once yet. So I also want to thanks all the people that were concerned over it. i will be playing badminton with you guys again if it doesn't happen again in like 4 days. Happier face*

And ok to gaming, I am so happy that I got ODST liao, and for so cheap, I know to some its not BIG news but then to me and to all the halo fans out there we have been waiting for a almost 3 years for it. Haha so sad i don't think i will be going for this years's EOY torns 8( But i wish for there to be sportsman ship unlike last year ZZZ. Hehe i think i am growing old liao time for the new generation to come and take your place. So much for us to nbe the "x" generation huh. *(

I also want to say HAPPY BIRTHDAY NOVY !!!! This whole paragraph is for you... HAHA I know it might not be alot but itz the thought that counts... I think 8)

Ah anyway i think I going black shot liao.. haha and sry to those who think that my blog is dizzlying you (kai) i try and change it.. and Kai cheer up ok, it hurts us to see you like that also... smile 5 mins a day and it will come naturally... :x woops copyright laws :x kk so bb ppl I will try and blog more often if I can 8)

ITZ BACK!

2009-10-03T11:34:00.004+08:00

Haha... my blog is finally working again... omg it has been so long since blogger died... haha thanks god that is over. And many thanks to the ppl who still came although the blog was "dead".. 8)
For the first time in 3 years I can safely say that I can pass my English exam by a lot, but my fingers are still crossed, just in case anything happens. Social studies paper was relatively easy, but then every time when I think that something is easy, it always comes back failing, maybe except for physics, but the recent phy CA I think that i will fail liao cause I never study alot for the test.
Then whole of this week was test. Mon was chem, Tuesday phy, Wednesday Amaths, Thursday Eoy english, friday SS/ chinese... U SEE THE WHOLE WEEK ALL THE BLOODY TEST.. WHERE GOT THIS KIND OF THING DE, SOMEMORE SO CLOSE TO EOY!!!! ahh finaly got that out..
But besides al that my week has been somewhat ok. Bdminton was nice (as usual) ok lah not as many turn out but its cool, its cool, we respect that (I think) XD
I actually wanted to post last night cause I found out it was working last night thanks to someone. 8) Haha, I shall leave with a speech,

All these memories, they all came from somewhere, from someone, each and every single one of them all based on different individuals, mine was no exception.
And while the law has many penalties for the atrocities that we have inflicted on others, there are no punishments for the terrors that we inflict on ourselves.
I know that some disagree with my methods and that others will as well. But it is beyond my control. However, I cannot imagine that anybody would be able to convict me, no matter how low their opinion of my actions might be. My only hope is that people will see the matters differently than you have. You see, I never had the chance to serve, nor did fate provide me the opportunity to sacrifice myself as it did for so many others.
But I feel I must remind you that it is undeniable, and may I say a fundamental quality of man, that when faced with that decision, every alternative is preferable.
My mind has always plagued me with the question, “If the choice had been placed in my hands, could I have done more?” That memory has haunted me for my entire life, and more so in these last few weeks than I could ever have imagined. But given these events, I feel confident that had I been given the chance, I would have made those sacrifices myself. Had I only the chance…
So when you come and find me, undoubtedly for the many things I've done. You won't find yourself a fight, you will only find a boy, a boy tired, but satisfied he did his duties, a boy sad, but happy he tried his best, a boy weary from a mind more filled with memories, than it is filled with hope.

Yours Sincerely,

Dun judge cover by the book

2009-08-02T02:30:00.003+08:00

THese fews weeks I had a new neighbour, he is what u would call a gangster. The whole arm tatto and skinnies piercing and the whole nine yards. and i was very scared to go into the lift with him, but i had no choice, and he was like smiling to me and he asked me when was my grandma coming back from hospital... O.o my jaws drop, eyes pop out, can't sleep... and he was like very friendly... he even knew why she was in the hospital... and he would also hold the lift and all that, as in like the ultra friendly neighbour. Even the cleaner told me exact same thing like 3 days b4... really omg jaws drop, you would nver link the body to the personality. And yes he smokes but when he go into the lift he make sure he throw away the cig b4 going in!!! The thing that makes me so astonished is how/why he wanted to get the tatto and all the bad habits like smoking when he such a nice person, he is like the complete opposite of a typical singaporean.

And anyway, last week finally manage to finish up on the speaker project, i haven't had such relieve since I don't know when. But it sounds great althought not as much bass as I expected butthe highes are so good, itz like crisp chicken... Err I mean its as crisp as crispchicken XD. And like all of a sudden i have an addiction for jolly shandy, gotta try one if you have the chance to, I drank like 2 cans continuesly, cant be too good... heck drinks shouldn't be consumed like twice a day (except water) :/ Wah piang the whole of today running nose -.- burnt through like one tissue box -.- I wonder where I can get it for free... ummm XD and like my study table has become game table liao, XD, all the piles of books chuck 1 saide and now all my other things like take over, can't even find a place to write XD :X. Ok i am now starting to get hungry again at this time, MID_NIGHT MUNCHIES ! :)

In alot of pain... but gone in 60 seconds...

2009-07-21T02:37:00.001+08:00

Have you ever kicked something so hard that you hopping around for like a minute holding onto your toe screaming and shouting words that you yourself did not know you know, which is actually kinda weird but never mind that, although I must say if you want to try it... Try it at home.. lol

Anyway I cant wait for like 15 Aug !!!! Cant wait to see all my primary school friwnds again and like catch up with all of them.. It'z been three long years...XD Lthough I do not want to meet some.. cause NYPS is sort of a richman school (I'm not rich (yet))
then will have a few people too stuck up to mix with "us"... But nevermind that they can go hell fo all I care... :x

And I also playing resturant city... crappy start, I dint realise that everything would be so expensive and customer only pay $2 for a meal...I think the school canteen is a better place... And they dun let you restart your account -.- but i think I have a way to cheat liao lolz but it gana be very long and troublesome so i dun think I will waste more time into trying to cheat the stupid thing -.-.... I hae play fish..zzzz

Anyway sleepyz liao...bb

Sianz

2009-07-15T00:54:00.004+08:00

These few days damn sian... nothing to do at home execpt for homework -.- been so bored... Any way I found this on a forum about some guy's love letter to a girl...

Hey,

I'm watcing you, so don't steal anything from me. It'been nice getting to know you and I'm going to break you f***ing neck. You're soft and chewy. You've got beautiful eyes. Your eyes are like blue chocolate chips. Can you just do me a huge favor and leave me alone forever.

you're hurting me.

I'm sorry
Pat

I think it was the only time at home I laughed...(i do not recommend u try it though) XD haha -.- I want to watch Harry Potter omg its been so og since the last one... for very one year in the book/movie the actors grow like 2 years older... XD time line fail... My xbox is on the verge of dying, well at least the hard disk is. I want replacement!!!! Microsoft is gonna pay man, this is my second time with a fatal error... last time was 3/4 ring of death... now is E68 error... wtf lar, I think I will get an elite then leave it forever unless it dies again T.T Heres my xbox wish list... :]

1.Xbox 360 elite
2.New controller
3.New headset
4.Left for dead 2 (when it comes out)
5.Crackdown 2 ( " " )
6.New oblivion disc :x (sry hitman)
7.New GH3 ("somebody" got angry and threw it on the floor, ahem clement cough*)
8.New mouse (I know itz not part of the xbox but i really need a new one T.T)
9.HDMI cable (xbox)
10.A 12 month lie card :]

I know I wont get any of these... well not in the near future... Hehe Kk sleepy liaoz :] http://www.collegehumor.com/video:1909368

Help!!

2009-07-13T01:58:00.000+08:00

Hey guys if you see a white line on top pls tag... Thanks... Enjoy reading ...

177 FTW!!!

2009-07-12T01:20:00.002+08:00

Today will live in infamy forever...XD Finally maage to get my bowling coach to shut up. Well he is always like "clive concentrate on your game" , "clive why are you late", clive this and clive that... He was really getting really irritating...(2 really(s)) Then today after the usual practise throws... we started playing games.. first game wasnt too good.. 134 only... And my coach keep whining (as usual) Then the second game score was (X,X,6/,8/,8-,7-,7-,X,8/,9/9) or I think it was something like that, to a grand total of 177... YEAH... Smashed all the records of the "pro" player in my group, hehe, AND MOST OF ALL my coach diam diam liao... :x i dun think itz too good to say that but it was historic... but next week he will set a higher standard for me -.-... Anyway I go eat "mid-night" supper liao... I = feeling so good

Long walk from freedom

2009-07-09T00:22:00.003+08:00

So many things have happened during the past like the past few days... And now I got a stack of homework collecting dust on my table...

Today I had one of those "I can't believe I am doing this" momment. Well I was alighting at orchard MRT this afternoon to go for like tution... then some China woman stepped on my slipper as I was wwaling out, then I heard it rip open... The woman said ONE WORD "sorry" then walk off into the crowd,I tryed walking, then I realised that 2 out of the 3 straps broke... After trying to fix it for like 1 min, I gave up and walk bare-footed all the wat until the orchard road. Then there was so many ppl lookin at me...ZZZ even when i cross the street the drivers were looking at me, then taking the bus was a whole new thing... When I boarded the bus, everybody was looking (execpt the sleeping ones) but amazingly NO ONE GAVE UP THEIR SEAT!!! so i stood in the bus for like 20 mins... holding my slippers in one hand... As I walked into the tuition center the counter person was giving the "wtf" expression... thank god they have a lift in that buliding...

If it is one thing I learned is that orchard road is actually quite clean and so are the MRTs, I would give it a 4 out of 5 for cleanliness, but I cant sae the same for the buses though... And I think I am actually promoting the go-green movement...XD

And why didn't I buy a pair of cheap shoes or what ever... Cause I = Broke...kk I getting the mid-night munchies... I NEED CUP NOODLES D:

Holidays

2009-07-01T23:55:00.005+08:00

Wow, the holidays past by so fast, didnt do much in the holidays beside maybe playing and sleepin :X. the last few nights didnt sleep too early, itz actually kinda of scary to see the sun rise when you go to bed, yah u can kinda guess wad time i sleep, well it was Wednesday to Saturday all in a row... XD Omg now itz a becoming a bad decision, got stress headaches and also half dead in class.

I can't believe no good games realised during the holidays -.- First time man... and itz gotta be no like the lastt time to play cause december holidays like cant play liao... :x i jus realised how close o-levels are omg. And also final could get hands on wood for speaker project, and I was happy... "was" (past tense) Sounded so easy, glue here glue there and TADA speaker! Pain in the ass to make all the seems to level nicely, I've got like 12 spliters in my ahnd at 1 point, had to slowly pluck them out like 1 by 1 and there are still a few that are inside -.- i need working gloves... and god knows how must dust i inhaled, it was enough to clock the vaccum cleaner and the maks does nothing, you know when you are in troubl when the inside of your mask is brown in colour XD 3 weeks into it only like half way there -.- long way to go...On monday, AYG the torch realy came to school, seems exciting until you realise that the torch is transported by van with the "runners" inside, epic fail man...

Best Wishes for whatever you are doing,
Clive

Bad movies :/

2009-06-16T12:36:00.003+08:00

Wow, just went to watch the movie Land Of The Lost, it is really crappy and I advice that you avoid watching that movie. It was corny with all too common story line, with lots of R rating content inside but amazingly there is no rating to it, if u r gona watch it dun bring along yur younger brother or sister...

Just bored

2009-06-11T00:39:00.005+08:00

These few days had little sleep because kept playin. My eyes feel like they are going to pop out, my back hurts like hell, got one mother of a headache but like panadol doesn't work...

Been waiting for the holidys for so longgg but now holiday already very sian everyday play the same thing over and over again, now all the good games has lost itz luster. And now I wish there was school and I'm sure when school starts I am going to look back on this day and say wad an idiot I was XD well all tat is in due time... only time can tell.

Nightmares...

2009-06-08T23:43:00.000+08:00

Man today just played finish F.E.A.R 2. Scary game but the gameplay was freaking good! But these few days have nightmares :x self-inflicted huh.

Make way for the new SGTs...

2009-06-07T02:31:00.001+08:00

Congrats to ALL the nnc people that went for the course. I warned you that the first two days would be as long as hell, was I rite? Anyway all for you passed out as SGTs now you hold the rank, WAY TO GO!!!

P.S Those who never get cookie got army shop and buy cause really wasted if you become SGT then cant teach... Dun sae I sae 1 :x

P.S.S For those going for phase 3, HOPE ALL OF YOU also pass out as SGT or better. Ask the phase 2 people for info cause they know whats goin on in the camp better. SO ALL THE BEST!!!

My BALL !!!

2009-06-06T16:50:00.001+08:00

Today ball kena chipped by the pinsettling MACHINE!!! wah my heart so pain... the ball so hard then can pursuade paerents buy 1 :( now got huge f***ing chip... Curse the bloody machine... Zzz... also not first time damage my ball liao, I swear I am never going back to that alley again... Now need to patch it up. Sianz...

First time

2009-06-06T04:18:00.000+08:00

Yah, this is my first time blogging well not really the first but I'm abit lost and this is still under construction... sooo it might be horrible now... plaes give me any feedback if you have any... thanks for coming to my blog :]