Haha... my blog is finally working again... omg it has been so long since blogger died... haha thanks god that is over. And many thanks to the ppl who still came although the blog was "dead".. 8)
For the first time in 3 years I can safely say that I can pass my English exam by a lot, but my fingers are still crossed, just in case anything happens. Social studies paper was relatively easy, but then every time when I think that something is easy, it always comes back failing, maybe except for physics, but the recent phy CA I think that i will fail liao cause I never study alot for the test.
Then whole of this week was test. Mon was chem, Tuesday phy, Wednesday Amaths, Thursday Eoy english, friday SS/ chinese... U SEE THE WHOLE WEEK ALL THE BLOODY TEST.. WHERE GOT THIS KIND OF THING DE, SOMEMORE SO CLOSE TO EOY!!!! ahh finaly got that out..
But besides al that my week has been somewhat ok. Bdminton was nice (as usual) ok lah not as many turn out but its cool, its cool, we respect that (I think) XD
I actually wanted to post last night cause I found out it was working last night thanks to someone. 8) Haha, I shall leave with a speech,

All these memories, they all came from somewhere, from someone, each and every single one of them all based on different individuals, mine was no exception.
And while the law has many penalties for the atrocities that we have inflicted on others, there are no punishments for the terrors that we inflict on ourselves.
I know that some disagree with my methods and that others will as well. But it is beyond my control. However, I cannot imagine that anybody would be able to convict me, no matter how low their opinion of my actions might be. My only hope is that people will see the matters differently than you have. You see, I never had the chance to serve, nor did fate provide me the opportunity to sacrifice myself as it did for so many others.
But I feel I must remind you that it is undeniable, and may I say a fundamental quality of man, that when faced with that decision, every alternative is preferable.
My mind has always plagued me with the question, “If the choice had been placed in my hands, could I have done more?” That memory has haunted me for my entire life, and more so in these last few weeks than I could ever have imagined. But given these events, I feel confident that had I been given the chance, I would have made those sacrifices myself. Had I only the chance…
So when you come and find me, undoubtedly for the many things I've done. You won't find yourself a fight, you will only find a boy, a boy tired, but satisfied he did his duties, a boy sad, but happy he tried his best, a boy weary from a mind more filled with memories, than it is filled with hope.

Yours Sincerely,