Wahahaha OK today is the last day of the year man I think that 2009 has been a good year and although it might not have been as good or as fun as 2008 but I think that this year a lot of people have changed for the better and I believe that next year is gonna be really stressful on us man... T.T Sec 4 already. I never thought that I would came to this stage here man and like this is where the rubber meets the road. Soon, we all have to face the fact that we all have to go our own ways. Maybe a few lucky ones will be able to still be together and if I have learnt anything from this year it is that things don't really tun out the way you want it some times. Umm I don't think I have any good original new year resolution that hasn't been said before. So yeah.

Ok now go back to the current time. Which is now. XD Ok I don't know why this year is different but this year the sec 1's are having the CCA bazar on the first friday of the opening of school which gives us almost no time to prepare and all that stuff man. PANICKING. And oh i got chosen to represent the NCC boys so yeah its kinda cool and not at the same time.

Ok I think I have other things to do now so I will blog next year LITERALLY! XD And I just want to thank all the people that have been beside me through thick and thin.. Well mostly thick... there were a few thin.. XD I will not mention names because I do not think that it is fair to judge on my part the effort they put in from my point of view.. So yeah.. Thanks guys it has been a good run.. 8)

Ok bye now... Tata! cya next year!

Hahah, ok WOW it has been so long since I last posted, I just got lazy to post as usual and then i fell sick and all that. I will talk more abput that later. First the JAPAN TRIP!!

OK I cannot go into detail because it would take too long and I am lazy to type on my bro's keyboard. I cannot stand it when people say they borrow thing and then they don't return then in the end become their one T.T And now I am stuck with this. Ok so japan was SUPER DUPER DUPER COLD!!!! I cannnot describe the feelig of your ears freezing off! Really you can feel a biting feeling then after awhile you touch them, you feel like you can tear them off. SO good advice if you are going to see snow the next time you travel it to bring a ear-muff. IT is really a life saver! Haha OK and I know that for us guys we don't really like the feeling of lotion. BUT! YOU MUST PUT IT OR YOU HAVE LITLE DOTS ON YOUR HANDS! Beacuse it is so dry that the skin tears at where you hair grows! that mean like on your leg and on the back of your hand and all. I have abit of it and let me tell you when warm water touches it. You will jump! literally! and bring lip gloss also!

Ok the temperature there was about 2-7 degrees average. So your jacket will keep you warm. Only only things that will be freezing will be you face and your hands so go and get proper glove and a winter hat! And please not the kind that you can find at UNIQLO. LOL I sound like a plublic annocement service.

Ok when people say Mt FUJI is beautiful. They are correct and wrong because it is beautiful but beautiful is a word that does it no justice beacuse it is truly a piece of art by itself. And sorry if I promised anyone that I would bring stuff back from Mt FUJI but I couldnt I was too busy protecting my face from the burn of -15 DEGREES!!!!! and it was so bad with the wind blowing that people had to walk backwards, their back facing the wind jsut to protect their face. Funny sight really.

Ok let me just say that singapore girls gotta really dress up properly and put abit of make up from time to time and you know be a bit more daring sometimes. Ok maybe not as daring as the japs are, but you get what I mean. I have seen a girl sit on a boy's lap just to squeeze into a cab!! WOW

Ok I got many many things for you all. I could not get for all because of how expensive things are there. One bowl of ramen is 17 dollars!! I wann to faint. Haha and you know the menus are all in jap so we had to point to the waiter for what we wanted. XD Oh and I got my bday song sung in jap also! Haha so maybe not the worst bday ever. Hehe!

Haha ok now to Christmas. This year I wanst reallt in the spirt and all but yeah. I had my punishment. I started vommiting at 3am and major stomach cramps all the way until 6, then my mum decided to bring me to the hospital. And there I got a jab and a whole lot of medication. So now I cannot eat alot of stuff. simple porriage and biscuits. IT USED TO BE JUST WATER AND NOTHING ELSE. T.T and that is how I spen Chirstmas... XD

Ok I lazy type on this thing alrdy! Grrrr Anyway I am thinking of putting music into my blog.. I you think I should not please tell me by tagging if possible... Cheers 8)

One is too old, one is too werid, the last is perfect for me

Haha ok this is the last post before I leave for Japan.. If you ask me honestly if I want to go for this trip... I would tell you NO! I have so many things back here that I havent settle.. Such as my home work and many other things...

Yeah I promised that I would blog about the BBQ. And I will in due time, if I can. Hell, if the hotell room has intenet I will blog from my phone. And anyway they have the fastest internet on earth. So yeah.. Sorry Belle..

I'll try and get all of you souvenirs. But I must warn you that stuff there is not cheap. 1 SGD is ard 63 yen there. And stuff there is bloody hell expensive. And I got only like 2000 yen to spend so yeah.

Wow! Finally its like 2 days from my birthday. YEAH! But I will be spending it in Japan. I am like always spending it overseas. So everybody never celebrates with me. Only one person remeber it last year 8) and bothered to sms me. I can only just hope that this year you would do the same. I'll just hope this time.

Ok with that I shall say good bye. I'll try to blog from japan also. Tata.... 8)

Sry I asked

I have something to tell you
but I cant tell you what it is
but I should tell you
But I cant
But I have to
But I never will
But I am going to
should I?
should I not?

I just want to be with her all the time
I want to hear about her day
And tell her about mine
I want to hold her hands, smell her hair
But I don't want to be her stupid boyfriend

Are you trying to appeal to softness in me
Because that guy is gone
You cannot pull any strings anymore
They are not attached to anything
Thanks to you

I know that you are tired of waiting
and you may have to wait a little while more
But I'm sure she's on her way
She is getting here as fast as she can
I'm sure of it
I think

Hehe WOW I am so into "How I met your mother" omg the show is lke damn nice lah and it is like super duper funny lor. ESP barney XD And all these quotes are from the show... 8)

You're not the prettiest girl in town
I'm not the only boy with soiled clothes and a frown on my face
So, To hell with Valentine's, to hell with perfume
To hell with chocolates and picnics
And flowers too

Cuz while the rest of the girls are drowning in roses and songs he composes
And while the rest of the guys are all trying
All trying so hard

Having spent your entire life
Exactly where you are tonight
In the valley between intent and deceit

You've spent your entire life
Quick-tongued and always right
Hasn't being right just let you down just yet

You must have mastered this
The fragile art of a good excuse
And the little things that get you to believe I believe you

So listen I'm not trying to prove anything at all here
But don't you think that maybe this time you were wrong?

when they come to find you
I bet they won't be expecting to find
the thousand Flaring white hot metal lights behind your eyes
Invincible.

It starts out easy,
something simple,
something sleazy,
something inching past the edge of the reserve
but by the end
Oh crap!
Here we go again...


Haha, just felt like saying that out man!!! XD Satisfied and ROAR!!!!

Wo si shou bu gan le

Ok, as some of you might know.I have been to the NCC camp from monday to friday. This camp is actually the "pinnicle of the whole year". They have sent the bes 2 from each school to participate in this camp. Me and Brah was choosen. So on monday, we met up with Ameera and Farah at the tamp interchange then we went off to YO CHU KANG MRT by mrt. We were slightly late because we had to walk lie 500 meters to the ang moi quee army camp. Then we did all the usually crap lie attendance and all that.

Ok there is some stuff that I cannot mention because the information is very sensitive. And getting caught for this will have many penalties. SO to avoid that I will tell you the stuff that I can. 8) Feels good to be in the circle of "trust". I think....

Ok on moday we went to the pasir laba camp to learn survival training, like what are the kinds of shelters and the vegetation that we can eat and the different kind of traps and how to prepare live animals. And when I mean prepare, I mean kill. And this is one of the parts where I cannot go into details. Sorry 8) I hope you understand. then we headed back to camp and then we got bunked. All the usual shit. Because I have camped there like 5 times already. So everything was like clockwork, Everything all over again. Same old shit. The fan sucks, the bed was ok, the cupboard sucks, the food sucks, the bedsheets was of a funny smell. But last time that I was going to bunk there so it was very memorable.

Ok, the next day we went to PLAB (paya labar air base). Ok sorry to disappoint my fellow readers but the rest is "classified". We can tell you that we sat on a C-130 transport plane and flew.8) then afterwards we tripped to the air museum there and all and the went to another area. This one I also cannot say... 8) then we went back to camp. And all the usual shit happened again. But each day, the showers were getting choked even worse so yeah. Imagine if you will. 8)

Ok 3rd day we went to seletar camp to have a recruitment talk. Most fell asleep obviously and that lead to the effect of a fat captain scolding us for like a good 15 min. So yeah. Afterwards we went to the SYFC (Singapore youth flying club). Which I am a member of T.T Then this funny thing happened. Our IC was suppose to ask the staff where the cafe was so that we could go thee to assemble. He forgot. And when he was about to get a scolding from the same fat dick. I said " Go in turn right and down the hall." XD you should have seen the loo on the guy's face man. So yeah. when everybody was having fun learning about the fling model airplanes and about the facility. I was having a nice long chat with my old coach. LOL epic win lah. He said that I was lucky that after I left the place, many bad things started to happen. So yeah. Then came the part where people kept asking me why I never join NCC air T.T I was like so agitated but nevermind.

4th day we went to the changi navy base. Ok many things I cannot tell you. But then my mum was working for the system on one of the ships and so I was like damn scared of her company had one of those "feild trips" to see the ship itself and then I would have made a complete embarrassment of myself. BUT don't get me wrong. I was proud of my mum. I just din't want for her to treat me like a baby and all.

Ok the night of the 4th night was good. we played a game. It was damn nice but I lazy explain here cause very complicated.

The 5th day was about packing up and saying goodbye and all.

But there are many things that I brought from this camp. Such as:

No matter how long the day might seem. The day before was longer.

Train hard. Fight easy.

The only easy day was yesterday.

Sometimes a book can be judged by its cover.

And sometimes gay feelings can emerge even when both dudes are straight. Just like it takes two hands to clap. ( Dun ask why )

A good way to piss someone off is to get close to the close to his/her best friend in a short time.

WE ALL LIVE IN A REALLY SMALL WORLD. SERIOUSLY.

Ok I hope when you see this line you would have read everything. And to all those feeling down or confused about anything at this time. Please know that I am behind you to support you. 8)

History is written by the victors, history is full of liars. Same shit different day. Only you can chose. Or else his truth will be the truth.

I shall blog abt my camp later... So kai and mal psps... pls wait... thanks 8)