Haiz my com has been stripped down and now its only half way done, I can use it for now lahs. I wanted to change the blog bu then I have like no time and its I dun know why but these few days I have not been myself. I woke uo in the morning not knowing how to hold a pen. And everything seems so distant and I dont get excited about anything anymore. Not even about the fae that my aunt is in the kitchen making a wonderful dinner I use to love. And there is a feeling that something is just missing from everything. There is something out of nothing. Oh well, back to life. 8)

HAha.. I using my friends com now at my own place. OKay almost everyone here is drunk!MUhahaha I can t type properly manz! XD oh well. BTW its my bro's 18th birthday so get the point?

I cant believe what I just did lahs, I would never think that I would ever do 8( I so sorry. I would never ever in my life ever deserve you. I'm so sorry. 8(